I definitely was right there playing the pursuit/distance game.
Which is a game -- albeit one being played by someone who doesn't know she's playing it -- pure and simple.
This was my point I guess. She isnt going to stop until you can become more consistent. How can you say she's the only only "playing the game" when you are coming and going like the tides as well?
So what will you do to be more consistent?
Originally Posted By: JRuss
I'm sure there's some sort of Zen-type reason why I shouldn't care that I can't right now imagine how I'd ever reconcile with my W, but I don't see what that reason would be. It seems pretty important to me.
It isnt zen.
Its that you cant possibly know how it would happen anyway.
Let's say I wanted to become a professional soccer player right now. Sure, it's a longshot, but let's say that was my goal. Do you think I would have every step of it planned out? Of course not. But I would at least start with a few things that I know how to do - Id go buy a ball, Id start running, Id maybe join a rec team, and so on. Then, once I hit those goals, Id look to whats next. I could spend my time worrying about what happens if I get drafted by a team and I have to move to a new city, but at this stage, it's totally irrelevant.