Progress...?

[DBrookie]

HH...I'm very happy and proud of you. I'm sure it took every bit of your energy not to blow up like the past. But keep this in mind...it could have just as easily gone the other way. That is a sign of progress but you will still need to be very patient. One step at a time.

I wish I could say my weekend was as productive. I had a MAJOR backsliding event that I feel very terrible about. I pulled a bad control/manipulative move after I felt like my WAW was cancelling plans with me so she could spend time with her friends. My WAW have since talked about it and she said it might be the final nail in the coffin. A lot of frustration from mixed messages and lack of feedback from her just boiled over. I feel unspeakably awful about. More later...