WW Starting to talk again. Not sure if I want her.

[Surfer]

MrBond,

I can get over the anger and spew. You are spot on. Done it before.

If you can't handle it, then sign off on the papers and end it. It won't stop the anger though and your resentment, hatred and anger will build.

I don't hate my W. I don't even resent her. I resent historic events, I don't hate them though but I guess you are right if not now I may feel this way if I don't deal with this situation correctly (not big on hating though I must admit).

In terms of me saying "I am done" - I don't mean I am going to go for a D I mean I am done with being 'hurt', but that's garbage. What I really should have said is I am done with 'this' - letting myself get hurt.

It is my W that is pushing for mediation and D, sadly. I can't really stop her going for a D - so at some point I will have to sign off on the papers - if she goes that far. Being able to handle that will be a matter of necessity rather than choice. In my heart I hope she does not. It's just a very frustrating period - perhaps you can tell!

S6 is talking about us getting back together like it's a possibility bless him. They are hurting too.

Time to refocus. Strong, coping and moving forward with a positive confidence and kindness to my W.

Thank you.

Surfer.