WW Starting to talk again. Not sure if I want her.

[Surfer]

Thank you all.

I am okay. Just struggling. Recently we were getting on lot's better, then someone interfered and has stoked up bad feeling in my W again. W spewed and it got me like a nasty sucker punch. I'll rebuild and detach. I am going to have to stop all hope of this ever reconciling though. I need to see DB as being about me and the kids. It can't be about her, it's too disappointing.

My three big dislikes are lies, manipulation and interference from stirring parties (OM/W, friends, family etc) - we all get these - I had all 3 of these with the spew.

I need to detach to stop the lies hurting and set boundaries for the manipulation. I also need to realise that I can't stop the stirring or the propaganda/re-written history that comes from it - I just need to let that go.

She is moving towards D with mediation now (following the stirring advice). Got to see the positives in this, but right now I am confused. I will clear my head later - exercise and then GAL.

Surfer.