I used to envy pregnant women and their shape. Then I had the same dissonant feelings you describe when I was pregnant. I didn't like looking in the full length mirror when I was in the bathroom, things just seemed...alien. But I look back on my pics and realize I looked freaking cute when I was pregnant. I am only 5'1 and weigh 115 pds at my top weight. (I only weigh about 108 now thanks to the stress of this last year) I really wish I had focused more on me during my pregnancy and bought myself a maternity massage or a mani/pedi. If I were there with you I would force you to go to weekly massages just to live vicariously through you, LOL!


M 10yrs T 13yrs
BD #1Oct 2015-PA between WAH and COW
BD #2 April 2016-WH resumed PA, she broke it off
Jan 2 2017 WH says he wants divorce
April '17-Letting go
2018 D busted
DD8, DS6, DS3