I don't regret it. I wouldn't say I'm toast tho. I don't expect it to change anything, and if nothing changes and we proceed with a D so be it. I have been happy yet found myself lonely at times. In the end I have survived it. Without her.

I understand your apprehension and concern about what happened Sandi. I don't see this as a R attempt in any way. Life will continue as usual, I'm see myself as the prize.

The person that you will spend the most time with in your life is yourself, so make yourself as interesting as possible.