So the weekend with text came in when she showed up Saturday afternoon and the boys and I were outside playing and to say it wasn't an awkward weekend would be and understatement.
Saturday was pretty much her watching me play with the boys like I usually do at the park and went on a bike ride had supper together
After the boys went to bed I had a fire in the fireplace going and she asked if I would like to watch a movie with her so we sat and watched a movie and she fell asleep. I cleaned up the snacks and etc. walker instead I'm going to have a shower and going to bed have a good sleep
She texted me said… Weir she texted me sayung I know this is weird but thank you for letting me come up I replied it's very weird the boys are happy to see you though
The next morning I woke her so she could see the boys because she's not just sleeping if she's coming up to see the boys. When she woke up she was upset crying because of the weird feeling and she said being here brings back a lot of memories and feelings
Later that afternoon out of sight of the boys we shared a kiss which was followed by a lot of kissing and if the boys went around probably more
And to say it didn't get me confused would be lying she also expressed her confusion telling me after she left that day that she thought everything between us was And to say it didn't get me confused would be lying she also expressed her confusion telling me after she left that day that she thought everything between us was gone and being back made her realize otherwise
So the boys seem ok she was here. And didn't mention her again after she left. I am a bit confused however I see it realistically. That it could mean nothing, being here may have brought up some buried feelings that could fade again. I believe she is more confused about it than I am.
So my plan moving forward is to be light and breezy, non pursuing and pleasant to talk to. She was able to see what she left behind by being here. And it may have got her mind spinning instead f mine for once
The person that you will spend the most time with in your life is yourself, so make yourself as interesting as possible.
