Beginning to have moments where I think I may be going through my own MLC... Or maybe it's just ml transition because I don't feel the need for replay behaviors... Just feeling very unsettled, anxious again, and in need of something, but I'm not sure what...

Just booked my first ever solo-vacation to a place where I can get out in nature and do some hiking/exploring for a few days...

Feels good but also selfish and self-indulgent... I know I need it, and I know I need to get over the selfish/self-indulgent feelings so I can enjoy the trip and make the most of the time alone in nature.


Me 48, Her 50
(Same-Sex Couple)
3 Children
Together: 9.5 years before BD
BD: Week of 10/27/14
ExW started EA w OW 9/2014
ExW married OW 12/2015