Well, my 17th anniversary came and went yesterday. No mention or acknowledgment whatsoever from my wife. I filled the day as best I could with GAL -- took my daughter to church (not a believer, but I was so touched that she invited me!), took both kids out to eat for lunch, worked out, went on a drive in the country and took some pictures. I feel like something inside me shifted yesterday. I don't really even want to look at her anymore. I don't think I'd reconcile with her at this point even if she wanted to -- which she doesn't. I'm sure my emotions will swing back the other way soon enough, and I'll be crying in my car again or some such, but this feeling is new. She is so emotionally stunted -- I have started really thinking I'd be happier alone for the rest of my life than I have been with her for the last several years. And that's worst case; I could possibly find someone else who's not so mean and doesn't hold me in such disdain. That would be nice.
Me: 46 W: 44 Married: 17 Together 21 D13; S10 BD: 03.03.15 (Not attracted to you) Almost 2 years trying, alone, to save marriage Status now: Divorced (effective 06.13.17)
