Maybe Things are settling?

[Ggrass]

Well the last couple of things need to fall into place and it's all done and dusted.

Very empowering if I do say so.

Had a few odd things happen people who once were really close seemingly wanting to hang up or make excuses and close the door on you. Which is really really odd.

Family have been like it too on some counts, went to vist my sister some time ago she spent the whole time checking her watch and seemed to want to push me and bf out the door. We did call in on way back from somewhere else to be fair. Same type reaction, different way of expressing it. Which I just find, really odd.

Lost one of my ,horses just a random paddock mishap. No lambs this year I'm keeping well away. Bought my new gun and I'm loving that we go shooting each month more and more.

The one foal I'm expecting is due any day, which is exciting. The dogs are all healthy.

Winter has been fun with still heading up to board for the snow season. Some of the work mates just keep telling porkies including one boss. Which also makes me go hmmmmm. Just bugs me people think your stupid leave you no right of reply when they lie and latter you find out it simply isn't true.

Means the moment is gone, and you just get left with that feeling of being cheated. So the cycle continues, I have just taken to speaking my mind again at times but in a less loud way. Sometimes tho I do loose it and get loud.

I do know it says more about them than me, but it just really irks me they continue to think your super stupid. I need to find better ways of deal with them.