I like the imagery - the bucking bull, as well as the ocean liner.
The ups and downs in my case aren't quite so extreme, but are strange nonetheless. My H is extremely distant at the moment, and rather inexplicably angry at times.
I don't think it has much to do with me though,
KAW, what have you done differently just lately to make CAW sit up and notice?
Livnlearn
"The unexamined life is not worth living" - Socrates