Taking my first sip of the water

[ATPeace]

Hi so had a great weekend away with my mum and my sister everyone happy had a good time lots of fun went bowling things were good

Back home things are good between W and I pleasant exchanges no expectation no relationship talks then I see that next week she has booked a night out and I feel so at a club why do I feel scared parranoid that she will do something my fears my insecurity going to speak to someone about this need to get this sorted this would be a massive 180