I'd been talking to FIL about my MLC-BPD-WW about my situation. He slipped in her presence, and W confronted me. At first I lied but felt terrible. I made an emergency call to my IC, and she encouraged me to come clean but stop beating myself up. So I fessed up. W is extremely angry. I feel like we've turned a corner and are now headed straight and clearly for a divorce. I feel a weight has been lifted.
I am still very sad for my kids.
Me: 50, MLC/WW 45 Young kids Nov 2015: BD1 Apr 2016: BD2 Jan 2017: W filed Feb 2017: D final
