Having a rough day and reading through the forums. I should be out doing something, but I'm waiting for my H to bring our D back from her staying the weekend with him. It was a hard weekend. I ended up hooking up my H PS4 and spent last night playing Fallout because I could not read anymore .. And I was afraid I would start checking his FB again.

The BD was a month ago .. But I feel as if years have gone by.

Next month is my birthday, our anniversary, and the start of something that my H and I have done for years and years. It's an event that is on the weekends and lasts for several weeks. My D is excited about going .. But I just want to boycott it.


Me: 42
Him: 45
Daughter: 13
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Married 16 Years, Together 17 Years
BD: 8/15/16
Moved out: 8/26/16