Trying to detach - part deux

[Coly23]

Hey Blu, you are right I am very hard on myself! I always feel such a failure and with H leaving I feel even more of a failure!

Thank you for sharing your experiences, some of them did make my giggle but I can imagine at the time how crazy you must have felt to have had to resort to doing those things. I've imagined all manner of things I would like to do to H to exact my revenge but then I think what's the point. Like you say it will only hurt me in the long run.

I don't know. I'm trying to detach from the sich but obviously keeping the door open for reconciliation but at the moment I'm not sure I want him back anymore. It could be because today has been a bad day. I really needed him here to help me with an issue with D and It's just made me feel completely abandoned by him....