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[Cherry]

Andrewp, thank you for sharing this with me. Last night, I dunno, I guess I thought it was possibly drama. But watching him today, when he thinks no one is watching him, he is a deeply deeply depressed person.

You're right, this does go past pride or the M. I told him last night that he is the father of my children, and I worry for him for that reason. Today, I have been the lighthouse, again I think he expected anger or the cold shoulder from me today. He didn't get that. He got polite and civil. Even managed a convo about non R stuff. I made a big meal, as I always do on a Sunday. I asked if he wanted some with us now, or would he eat later. He said he would eat with us. It's not about persuing it's about politeness. It doesn't bother me either way really if he does or doesn't eat, but in treating him like a houseguest, I would offer food. Heck, I'm Latin, we feed everyone that passes by the house!

I will do some research, maybe ring my doctor and see what they would advise for assisting someone who feels this way. And this is all R feelings aside. If a stranger told me they were feeling suicidal I would step in, I'm maternal, I'm caring. I have felt depressed before, almost to that point but not quite, and I hate the thought that anyone could get to that point. Again, thank you Andrew for sharing your story and support