When she had her tummy tuck operation, she kind of showed a bit of underbelly - you know, a chink of unhappiness. She's rebuilt it all though. It's as if she can't admit she needs to backtrack and is digging her heels in. I don't know if I should be outreaching more or not. She has always ben stubborn and never admitted she was wrong. Maybe she's afraid of that. I know I don't 'need her', but I 'want her'. I mean that in the practical sense, as in doing my own thing etc.
When I look back, she was showing signs back in early 2014, then recovered a bit in the summer, then went cold again, then warm at Christmas, then cold up to her birthday. It's a hard slog. I wish there was a sign book showing me the things to look for.
Anyway, had my bath, ironing to do and work tomorrow!
M 45 W 52 SD22 S9 D8 BD 6 April 2015 Not living together 4 Dec 2015
