There is also something else, i realized for a couple of weeks now i've become infatuated with female colleague who brings me climbing.
She's extremely likeable, hot too, makes me look like a sissy at climbing but what draws me most is that she has a big heart.
I havnt done anything or said anything. Actually i might be avoiding her cept we are in the same office. Its wierd, i never noticed her or other women before but now....
anyho im just journaling this. I am not going to make a move and hope its just a passing phase and as far as i know she just thinks of me as a friend.
You're now seeing her in a different way because you're detaching from your wife. That's a good development, not bad. Don't be afraid of the colleague and don't avoid her. Just relax and do whatever comes natural and feels right.
