oh must add something from gad day talk, prior to telephone call.
we asked why I was so distant and "cold" when I still want to save our M. cant remember her exact words but along the lines of -you say you want us to be together but you sure don't act like you even want me.
she wanting me to purse? - that's what my friend thinks, that W wants to know I'm still her back up. But tells me to have no hope for R. wth is with these women?!
another thing I failed to mention, yesterday MIL told me i should move on, suggested a dating app. MIL told me W is on her high horse right now and acting strange, spending lots of money and MIL doesn't know where its coming from.
-nothing new. studied and went to a bar for college football game. no word from W just from MIL. Yesterday W told me D was not going to soccer game, as W was going to that party and would be spending the night at her bff's house. Well MIL, FIL & BIL ended up taking D to soccer game, of course W failed to communicate this to me. D scored a goal, the only goal to win the game. Super bummed. MIL also said W did not spend the day with the fam (as she had discussed at MIL's house), and that D was staying another night with MIL.
Gal activity tomorrow with a friend. Going to a festival. not sure about game night. Not really in the mood for it.
