Is it normal to feel jealous? I found out ( and at times wish that people mind their own business) that H took OW to a festival and is bying her presents. That is why I'm jealous because even we were courting and dating he had never done anything like that, and it hurts because now he is involved with his kids more than when we were together ( and I always knew he could be a good dad), and he is paying more attention to OW than when I was with him!
I don't like that because he has become who I think he was all along but with OW and I don't think that is fair. I gave him my everything and she is getting all I have only wanted from him. I have to keep telling myself that if he does this is because with his kids, he has learnt his lessons with his first child, and I guess for OW he has to keep her happy or he will think that he has had another failed relationships again! Why couldn't he be like that with me instead of her? I'm so not impressed! I feel that this is so unfair because OW is getting the best version of H. I always knew he could be loving and caring but why not with me!
