sage said it best a few weeks ago about us all being on a certain time line - so i wont get into the logistics of why you are now at this point in your journey
all i can say kaw is that NO ONE could ever blame you, even yourself, for not giving your marriage it's best shot. you have been a master worker when it comes to the db philosophy - i think you are beginning to realize that and that my friend is not a bad thing.
please tho, do me this one favor, whatever decisions you happen to make on this journey, don't neglect coming here to journal. your journey is important to many people - how you arrived here is important, and where your going is especially important
