Quote: Your posts are sure full of some heavy duty thinking here.
Enough to make my head ache ... when I get in this kind of funk, then I also tend to withdraw and neglect my thread.
The last two weeks haven't been very good and it culminated with last Wednesday getting to a point where I haven't reached before. While I have no desire right now to go into the details, I got to the point where I scrutinized for most of the day whether I should call it quits and start moving forward with arrangements to break away from CAW. Even contemplated whether I should take steps to initiate the D. As the hours went on, I noticed I felt different than prior explorations of such possibilities. There was no nausea in the pit of my stomach. No weakness in the knees like all the times before. No longer any great sense of loss. It was strange ... I never thought I would feel this way ... that I could actually accept it might be better if we did part ways.
It seems like a radical turnaround, but I guess I've been heading in this direction for quite sometime.
Andy, Sue, Wonder, Holdingon ... thanks for the kind and thoughtful words ... they help in countering that maybe I'm going off the deep end...
... when I get in this kind of funk, then I also tend to withdraw and neglect my thread. 
