JRuss, I am really pulling for you to stay strong on your anniversary day. As you know I had mine yesterday and I survived it okay but I also didn't have two young kids to deal with and my W is out of the house. I'm sure having your W around is makes it a hundred times worse.
I know I'm probably in the 100 percent friend zone, but I'm doing it as it seems to make my life easier to deal with and my DB coach said I have to be her friend before I can be her lover again. I can't imagine dealing with an angry and resentful W while I'm separated and probably heading towards a divorce.
M 55 W 52 MR 32 T 34+ D29 BD May 8, 2016 - She moved out ILYBNILWY May 15 (Through email) No EA/PA August 23 - DB used against me in every way Divorce July 18, 2017 - Life is getting better every day