Thank you! This forum is helping me so much. I did mention to one of my friends (someone that he does not talk to) about this forum and she flipped out. I tried to explain that I'm not being his doormat, but willing to stand by and see where things go. There still is no sign of PA, just an EA. But I gues the PA will come soon enough. I am glad he has moved out so I do not have to witness that.
Last night he came over to pick up our daughter for dinner. He came inside and insisted on helping with a few things. I smile, said thank you, and then left the room. It hurts so much .. Seeing him with his handsome smile and charm. He even gave me his large bonus he got from work to pay off my credit cards he maxed out. At least he is helping with that.
I hope he will see the changes I'm making -- but I'm making for me and not him. I'm down about 15 pounds since he left and I'm excited to be wearing some clothes I had not in a while.
I am currently at the hospital waiting for my 1 year ctscan to make sure my cancer is still gone. I need to keep myself healthy and be an example for my daughter. Keep going to the gym .. Making friends .. And GAL.
Me: 42 Him: 45 Daughter: 13 ____________________________________ Married 16 Years, Together 17 Years BD: 8/15/16 Moved out: 8/26/16
