I am smiling as I read this Ghost. Smiling, because I sense that you are close to being able to break through with the right help. I know that you can get through this. You will benefit from the right source. Lots of work ahead, but you can do this.
I will check in to follow and support you.
You are in my prayers my friend. You and your family.
Me 46 Former W 46 D19 D7 BD Feb 2016 WAW moves out 4/16/16 D final 6/1/2017
It's time for me to start changin' the way I look at the world......and at myself. ~James Howlett aka Wolverine