W texted "did you send flowers" my heart dropped and felt like it was breaking all over again. Someone sent her flowers with no name.
I sent W her first flowers over 6 years ago. We worked together, she was my boss. Flowers came, no name. It made her happy, I ended up telling her about 2 weeks later. W loves flowers. Makes me feel sad. Hope it was her mom or a family member but I'd assume her mom or a family member would write their name on it.
NYGal, W didn't see me peaking, my car windows are very tinted. I thought the same about things shifting after grad. Hopefully for the better. These flowers make me worry if they're from a crush.
-jorunaling. Felt some sort of way today. I texted W because she'd been sending me emails regarding some of my bills. me- thank you for the bill updates I really appreciate it W- np. i paid blah blah to this and that on your cc so you can get your points. me- thank you! w- insurance went down some. its blah each, I used to pay blah and you paid this much but I just split the new amount down the middle. me- that's great
Went home early from work. Couldn't focus, didn't feel good. Ended up going on a hike with a friend. Then dress and shoe shopping for grad. W ended up texting me while shopping. w- can you please do me a favor? The vacuum stopped working it wont pick up I've cleaned it and everything but I'm still having issues. can you please look up the receipt and let me know when we bought it so i can contact dyson and see what my options are? me- do you happen to know the log in to best buy? (that's where we bought it / I was hoping she'd take a hint and do it since I know I'm not supposed to help. Not good DB) W sent over a screen shot of her notes with it. me- great can I get back to you in a bit? I'm out and about. W-yes. then the flower text.
came home crying talked to my roommate. Roommate said W obviously has no one else special if she's asking me about it / has no idea who they're from. Makes sense but still doesn't feel good.
I sure hope tomorrow goes well and that I am the best cheesyt W and family has ever been around. I feel like I have so much riding on this. W needs to see that confident person she fell in love with. Strong, confident, kind, and caring.
talked to my roommate. Roommate said W obviously has no one else special if she's asking me about it / has no idea who they're from. Makes sense but still doesn't feel good. 