Still alive, still need guidance.

[Tyler12]

I'm not saying it will be easy for me to just do whatever. I realize there may be times I catch myself trying to pursue and from that point I will choose what to do. Sometimes I may catch her pursuing. It is what it is. There is no control except for what I choose to do or not to do.

It will definitely be interesting and at points awkward. I know how I would like things to go. Which is me just being me, sticking to that may be harder or easier said than done.