I keep reminding myself that love is a choice and that my H chooses to not love me but as you say that means he can continue to choose not love me whether I am successful at DB'ng or not! :0(
Me - 47 H - 45 D-16 M - 6 years Separated - May 16
Don't leave me behind can't you see me I'm shining... (Years & Years - 'Shine')