Once you read DB/DR, you'll find the answers to all your questions. Right now just concentrate on you and the kids with things you enjoy doing. it won't immediately change your mood, but over time it will.
M-43 W-40 2D - 9 and 5
Emotion, yet peace. Ignorance, yet knowledge. Passion, yet serenity. Chaos, yet harmony. Death, yet a new life.
