I am basing my response to you on what you've posted not only here, but over in Newcomers.
It's okay to be busy, but you also have to balance it w/some "me" time as well and that could be anything that best suits you.
I want you to feel comfortable posting here. I'm not saying Newcomers doesn't have some great people over there, because they do...but we have people here that have dealt w/MLC and been in the trenches much longer than most of the newbies.
Ask questions, come here to journal and there is a wealth of info that you can read and print off for later.
Sit quietly, the answers will reveal themselves when you least expect them to. The past is gone, the present is a gift and you need to focus on today, allow the future to reveal itself when it is ready.
