WW Starting to talk again. Not sure if I want her.

[Surfer]

Had quiet an easy day today. Bit of childcare, but of work, bit of sunbathing - presently by the outdoor pool at the gym soaking up some rays. It's 3.30pm and 82 degrees in September so time for a staff GAL session. I'm. Good boss like that LoL. Going to fit in a run or swim then some food shopping, housework, cooking, more work and perhaps a late evening drink we will see.

Life has wriggled back to a happy norm. My D8's foot seems to be slowly improving and kids were happy when they left this morning.

W cane to pick them up. She was late and disorganised. Often a sign she is about to crumble and loose it. She nearly did, but she kept it together.

I have been using a lot more validation recently. She has been calling me much more. Whilst I like this, I do think she is perhaps also coming to terms with the fact that if she pulls the rip chord (D) she gets the label of home wrecker and also gets a much more stressful life and will be comfortable with a paid for house but mnimal financial support otherwise.

All of this latter part is pointless mindreading so I am just going to continue with what seems to be working and stay away from what seems not to - as that seems to be providing the right results for the kids.

I am in a happy place today. I want to stay with this. I know cycling takes time to go fully. But I can live with that.

Surfer.