That is a post I am going to have to think a lot about before I respond to it fully. I understand where you are coming from and I think I am honestly afraid around her. I guess I'm walking on egg shells that if I screw something up then we are done. I need to get to that point that I don't care anymore, but I just have to figure out how to get there. You made some great points and I want to comment on them when I have more time to digest what you said.
I'm sitting here at this computer completely stumped on your question about something I always wanted to do but haven't done. Right now I feel like a man with no dreams, and that is not a good feeling. I need to sleep on this question because I honestly don't know right now. I think I have spent my life being afraid of taking chances.
At this moment I'm not really sure what I want in life. I know I want to be a great dad to my sons but other than that I just don't know. Sometimes I feel like I'm just here, but not really sure of the purpose. I will get back to your post when I have time to think about it more.
M39, W36 T12, M10 S6,S2 Discovered EA 8/8 that started 7/31
