MLC, WAW or WW,,, Who really knows? - round 2

[ROE]

Hi Linda, I'm probably still too nice about everything. I'm feeling huge anger inside but because I'm being set up to fail by showing any anger toward anyone in my household, warranted or not. I'm made out to be a bad mean spiteful man. But I feel much less than a man most of the time. I must be sliding into deep depression as every aspect of my life seems to be going totally wrong. The more I try to right the ship, the more respect gets lost. Somehow and somewhere I forgot how to be the man of my own home. I can't be assertive and I certainly can't be passive. It all works against me. Stern or kind. If I enforce anything, I'm doing it alone with my W in the background sabotaging all attempts to bring stability in the house, even when I try to enforce her ideals. Yes, even then it backfires. I need some kind of a positive break. For once.

I've reached a point where I feel I am the only problem in our home. I'm sure this is part of WW's plan to convince the kids to want to live with her. Especially, since I told her she should be the one to leave the house. She told me just this morning the kids should choose and that is why I need to move out or they will move with her.

I really don't want to have my kids suffer anymore because we now have a dysfunctional MR. One minute we are civil then bam,, anything can happen and I'm demonized with or without my participation.

ROE