This is another of those firsts. I had to fly out for work, and the terminal I flew from was the one I flew from with h to Paris. It's strange how much little dumb things can set you off.
Believe me, my wh is the same, he's stubborn and will never admit he's wrong. So to actually say he thinks he is wrong about something, is monumental. Bare in mind it was only last week he wouldn't look at me, let alone speak to me. We just really don't know how they're thinking or if they even are thinking.
Sleep deprivation also affects our mental well being, or illness, that can affect it too. I know on my worse days, it's usually when I'm being super sick. I guess it's having all those years of someone to fuss and love us when we're down.
Hang in there, there has been some positives with your h. Just think the lighthouse and offer glimpses into your life of how good you're doing. Even if it's fake it til you make it (and there's a lot of faking it to start).
Big hugs lovely, you're doing great
Me 26 H 25 M 4 T 5 Baby born 4/14 BD: 1/15 EA: 2/15 PA: 4/15 reconciling: 4/15 ILYBINILWY- 11/15 ILY-1/16 ILYBNILWY 4/16 ILY 6/16 ILYBINILWY 6/16 Baby due 3/17 BD 8/16