I know I should maybe be more excited. But I just feel like I need to tread carefully. He needs to take full charge of his issues and how he's going to overcome them. And to show me he's willing to do whatever it takes.

He could just of had a shock from me pulling back and gave atarted to become concerned at what he may loose, I saw blu say on you thread how she had a few false starts from her h before he put the work in and came through.

Me, S and a gal pal went out for food this evening which was nice. Though after a day at work, all I really wanted was a nap! But it was nice to get out really and have S involved. He loves the fuss he gets from everyone!

Me 26 H 25
M 4
T 5
Baby born 4/14
BD: 1/15
EA: 2/15
PA: 4/15
reconciling: 4/15
ILYBINILWY- 11/15
ILY-1/16
ILYBNILWY 4/16
ILY 6/16
ILYBINILWY 6/16
Baby due 3/17
BD 8/16