Trying to detach - part deux

[Coly23]

Thanks Cherry. When I was writing the list I did keep thinking this was who he was before so maybe I do need to write a list of things I don't like about him now. Here goes:

Thoughtless
Selfish
Immature
Lazy
Grumpy

That's it but I think they are pretty big flaws in one person to have all at the same time!

I am really shocked at how your H is slowly coming to the realisation of what he is doing to his family. I wonder if it had anything to do with that time he sat in his car outside your house for hours. Maybe he needed time to think?

I can't see my H pursuing me in any shape or form. He is just too lazy and that's what worries me. I haven't texted/called him since last Thursday but I knew we needed to communicate about the arrangements for taking D to her work experience on Friday but I thought I would leave it as long as possible before I texted him. In the end he texted me today but that is only essential stuff. He did ask how my flight was this morning but I didn't respond to that only the stuff about D.

I don't know, I feel so up and down. When I came home tonight I felt a bit teary. Could be because I've been up since six this morning and just got home at 10.00pm but also the last time I flew for work I came home to H and I really missed that tonight.