After I put the kids to bed and I'm sitting by myself in an empty bed ... that's when I hear the demons.

When the W is treating me with anger and contempt ... that's when I hear them. That's when I tell myself, it's over, I can't do it no more.

Then I think about my kids.

Me: 50, MLC/WW 45
Young kids
Nov 2015: BD1
Apr 2016: BD2
Jan 2017: W filed
Feb 2017: D final