Papers are filed, here comes the D. Focus on me

[Cherry]

Yeah, I know that. I learnt the hard way last time that I just leapt straight back at it. So I would definitely play things oh so very different this time if we were to get there. He has talked through an issue of wanting to feel loved, and he feels that's why he likes the attention from other women. He seems like he is starting to seriously think that through and actually is acknowledging that that is his issue. And one that he would have to rectify. Last time, he didn't take the blame for any of his actions.

My agenda is still to carry on as I have been. Taking care of me and my babies. I listened and validated and said that it sounded like he had a lot to figure out. I really don't want to make any movements or make anything easy like the last time, just to find myself in and endless cycle. It takes too long to pick myself up and I realise now that I deserve someone who loves and cares for me.