Every day there are so many emotions swirling around in my head, in my heart ... I have to keep asking myself, why I am doing what I'm doing, and remind myself why I've decided to DB the best I can. I don't have high hopes, but I believe it's the right thing to do. In fact, I can't live with any other path for me and for my kids.
Man, this just says it all, ForGump. I could have written it word for word if I could right as well. At this point, I have nothing I can point to that provides any real source of optimism that my W and I will be able to rebuild a marriage, and the demons come out a lot, yelling at me to just quit. I guess I'll know when it's time to do that.
Me: 46 W: 44 Married: 17 Together 21 D13; S10 BD: 03.03.15 (Not attracted to you) Almost 2 years trying, alone, to save marriage Status now: Divorced (effective 06.13.17)
