I have to say LL has a way of putting the obvious in perspective. We wouldn't stay at that type of job. I have been in this a little longer than you. I'm to the point that H needs a kick in the a$$. I'm tired of interviewing for the job. It's like this ride won't end!
We have to make the decision for ourselves. I can't help but wonder if we just haven't been on the ride for so long, that we are accustomed to it and change would be scary.
When you can't make a decision because you are torn between your heart and your head, listen to the half with the brain.
