CT-- I'm actually fairly comfortable socializing with people, even though I am indeed an introvert. And my work trip is all about meeting, discussing and networking with others, so there are lots of opportunities to be social. But being an introvert means that they do sap my energy, and by evening I just want to be by myself. But yeah, I have no problem talking to people I don't know.
Every day there are so many emotions swirling around in my head, in my heart ... I have to keep asking myself, why I am doing what I'm doing, and remind myself why I've decided to DB the best I can. I don't have high hopes, but I believe it's the right thing to do. In fact, I can't live with any other path for me and for my kids.
Me: 50, MLC/WW 45 Young kids Nov 2015: BD1 Apr 2016: BD2 Jan 2017: W filed Feb 2017: D final