blueboy - One thing I realized a long time ago myself is that you "don't" want the details. You need to look forward and not back. Remember - She came back to YOU. What happened before can't be changed and shouldn't matter (but I know how you feel).
On BD H52, W50 T27, M26 S21, D23 BD-9-Mar-16 D-15-Jan-18 Final-19-Apr-18 I am a storyteller. The story may do you no good. But a story is never for the listener. It is always for the one who tells