Things are improving. She let me video chat with the kids 3 days in a row so far. She said that she will allow the kids to Skype with me whenever they want and she told the kids that "she wants to do things with me" and that "she doesn't want another man". I keep sending her positive energy every night when I meditate and I turned on ACCEPTANCE, I will accept whatever she decides to do and live with that and GRATITUDE, I am thankful to her for causing me pain that way allowing me to improve myself and become a better person.
I think that it is great that you are holding her close in your heart and mind...
I think it is great that you seem to love her with all that you have...
Please understand though, that if you give her everything that YOU have, there may not be enough left of you, down the road...
Please understand that your interactions of late, have been about the kids, and that IS to your advantage.
They don't include the relationship at all...
And that is okay...for now
Continue to build on those positive experiences without pressuring her...
And as DB says....
Do what works.
Monitor the results, and see if you are moving closer, or further away from your goals...
