Papers are filed, here comes the D. Focus on me

[Cherry]

Funnily enough, I've just given you similar advise regarding the behaviour change! It doesn't change anything really, he's in his journey and I'm on mine. I'm not even going to try and think what it may mean because it's impossible and self torture.

I get what you mean, but I'm really not bothered. When he was similar to this earlier in the year (but not to this degree) I flew off to Paris for a few days. This was when I could kinda rely on him to be with S. Right now, there is no way, and S gets so upset at nighttime when he hasn't seen his dad, there's absolutely no way I could leave him, he wouldn't understand and I'd hate for him to think I've left him. It would be an awful lot of rush and about £700 for flights for two nights, it just doesn't really make sense. Maybe next month if I can get the time, I will try and get away. I want him to learn the culture in an authentic way.

Haha Zeus, you were kinda onto me and what I explained, up until the "could kill you" part. I think that may well shake him up a little more.