Hawker, thanks so much, I do feel much stronger but as Altair says it probably won't take much to be dragged back onto that ride again! For now I will enjoy the calm and serenity whilst I can!!

Me - 47
H - 45
D-16
M - 6 years
Separated - May 16

Don't leave me behind can't you see me I'm shining... (Years & Years - 'Shine')