Originally Posted By: Surfer
Decided I need to gym more. It always helps when I go and have not been there for ages. I remember forcing myself to run in the midst of those horrible co-habiting days it helped. I was sooooooo screwed up though. Nights of spew, rage followed by no sleep then fear in the morning as I acted as if I was cheerful when inside I felt depressed and mentally unhinged. Glad that period is over.


I hear you Surfer....the gym has helped me out tremendously!!! Thank goodness those days are over for me as well...ugh...it was so tough and painful! Hang in there!!


W:42 M:48
T:9 yrs M:1yr
BD: Feb 2016
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D: Feb 2017