Ginger, If I lived closer, I would come over there and give you a huge hug and take you out for a strong cup of coffee. You've just got so much going on right now and I honestly don't know how you are keeping all of the balls up in the air. But, my hat's off to you for doing so.
Sit quietly, the answers will reveal themselves when you least expect them to. The past is gone, the present is a gift and you need to focus on today, allow the future to reveal itself when it is ready.