Papers are filed, here comes the D. Focus on me

[Cherry]

T, you're absolutely right, and I plan to do something maybe at the weekend when I'm not so busy with work. Like you say, it's now about making new traditions and a new norm. I got through the anniversary surprisingly easy- because I knew it meant absolutely nothing anymore. I guess like you say, once you've gone through all the firsts by yourself for the first time it will get a lot easier.

So long as I have my children, it's on me to make things special. S is too young to understand anything now anyway. Last Christmas when wh had checked out, me and s stayed with family and celebrated. There was a tinge of sadness, but seeing s smile and have fun is what makes everything worthwhile. My goal is so long as my children are happy and aren't suffering, I will be fine.

Had a lovely dream about o Shea Jackson jnr last night, if I could just find him and have him for myself I know I'd be just fine