No one ever told me he's struggling to resist me. I feel like he's purposely trying. But he is succeeding to the fullest and I need to follow his suit and not care and move on. You a re right KML, I have an awful history of trying to win back men who can't love me fully. i had succeeded twice with my ex while we were dating. And my life would have been infinitely better off if I did not.
I know. My moment is over. I came back down to earth today. Thanks for helping me get back here. it was a week of a major setback by seeing him and remembering where we were a year ago. It's over, I'm done.
Back to my regularly scheduled life. Which includes me finally sitting at 10pm and my daughter turning 9 tomorrow. She insists I wake her up by screaming happy birthday and throwing tissue paper at her. Both of which I will do:)
