A miracle day! This morning I sent her a text message saying that “I will be there at Burger King to get the kids at 10:00 am” and she replied in a friendly way. At 10:00am we exchanged the children in the parking lot, she let them walk to me from her car and that scared me a bit even tho there were no cars coming. It was the first time that we exchanged the children without intermediary in 8 months. It was also the first time that I was able to take my daughter home with me in 8 months and that was fantastic. Before I was allowed to see her only for one hour a week under supervised visitation. We spent a nice day with the children at the park and we skyped with my parents in Italy who haven’t seen my daughter also in the past 8 months. I made pizza and burritos at home and we had ice cream, and before bringing my daughter back at 6:00 pm we went to eat at Chipotle. It was nice to spend 8 hours with my daughter, I really missed her. Her mother sent me a few friendly emails saying that if I want to have her on Saturdays sometimes to just let me know, also she was going to allow her to skype with me whenever she wants using her tablet and I couldn’t believe my ears. She also gave me a new car seat for my daughter saying that it was a newer model and it would work better for her. That night at 8:00 pm I skyped with my daughter and I read her a book before going to bed also via Skype, she really much liked it. My son is still with me and I am going to bring him back to her tomorrow at 6:00 pm, so basically the schedule right now is my daugher every Sunday from 10:00 am until 6:00 pm and my son every Sunday from 10:00 am until Monday 6:00 pm. The mother of my children was very friendly all day and I saw her old personality reappearing. I was very friendly to her as well and partially shocked that she became so friendly all of a sudden. That night I dreamed about hugging her and making love to her. I miss her tremendously and I can’t wait for this nightmare to end. For now it doesn’t look like there is another man, she still has a picture of us together on Facebook and the kids know that I love mommy and that I will always love her no matter what. Any thoughts?
